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ok.. i'm offically dead after my 'mug mug mug to death' slogan. today, out of nth, i just cried. like wtf? can only blame myself for not studying in term 2 and 3. i dun feel like studying today when it's only 2 days away from exams. what's wif me?


with my standard, everyone knows i cant get promoted. encouragements are more like consolations.


like what i told chuifong just now.. who ask ppl like us.. olevel get good grades den gey kiang go jc.. in the first place wanna go poly just go la. zz!


now.. i'm so afraid. afraid of disappointing everyone and myself. afraid of being juniors of my friends who're in poly now. afraid of leaving my jc friends. afraid of losing face. afraid of not being to adapt to poly life, like how i struggle to adapt to jc. afraid of.........


i'm so tired of studying.


wad has my life gotta do with gravitational field, as long as it exist and it's still there? i dun nd to know why F= Gmm/r^2... wait..did i get the formula right? ya..and.. i dun need to know if cracking produces useful alkane so tt we can produce energy tt r originally from crude oil, coz as long as i have electricity, i can survive. so wad if i noe crude oil crack already get alkane? crude oil's gonna be used up in 30yrs' time. noe le oso no use. why do i need to noe integrate f'(x)/f(x) = ln f(x) + c when it has nth to do with my life? even it has sth to do with my life.. i'm not aware of it and i duno what i'm learning it for.